Hi guys. Sorry it’s been so ling been busy with school+had to go to Nebraska+plus had a B-Day party to go to+been busy with life.
I did not finish today’s school work but my mom cut me off and is forcing me to do something “fun”. This was one of the options. And I’m not saying that I don’t enjoy putting things out for you guys,I just didn’t want to do anything fun. I was very depressed and afraid I get in trouble for not having completed my school. I couldn’t focus today OK?T_T I’m sorry I snapped at you…. But I think there’s something wrong with me. I feel like there’s no point in my existence anymore. I don’t draw as much as I often did when I free time I don’t know what to do with myself anymore. Nothing sounds interesting. I hate getting on the computer with free time ‘cuz all I do is wast my time reading posts from blogs I’m following or watch YouTube videos. Why was I ever even born? What’s my purpose in this world? I think about what might happen to me in the future and all I see is sad women failing at life. My parent like to joke around about what will happen to my siblings and I when we grow up and from what hear Wachiwi’s gonna be a dude magnet,Holden and awesome Uncle,and me a dead beat mom who’s no fun,and who’s kids rely on their uncle to show them a fun time. My life sucks.